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Update 10.3.2017

When you take one step forward sometimes you take two steps back. I feel like no matter what progress I've been making into my life something is getting thrown into the gears.
  My check engine light went on in my car, of course just my luck, right? Just as I made a post about needing money, I guess more money more problems? I mean I'm not trying to rack in money just to throw it like I'm trying to get more money to pay my bills and live a life comfortably. I mean sure I do want to travel the world, I want to go everywhere I can but my bills come first.

  I'm honestly looking for a new job. Something with constant hours, I like my job with what I'm doing right now but I need something where I have promised hours. My friend was telling me to apply as a receptionist since their hours are set. She said I might have to take a pay cut though since I've never worked reception before. My mom said that it'll be easy for me to get the hang of since I already have …
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Update 10.2.2017

So my best friend was telling me how I should start my YouTube channel up again. Vlogs, Tutorials etc. Now I use to do this before, but I would get made fun of doing this like all the time. Made fun of by my family as well as close friends. I still actually have a few of those very cringe-worthy videos still up on YouTube. Being made fun of for trying to make my own job I guess you can say via online pretty fucking sucked, and I know I shouldn't have let it be something that overruled what I really liked doing.

  "Why did you start YouTube?"    Well, I started my YouTube channel because one of my best friends in high school moved away to a different city and I didn't want her missing anything at school. Yeah, I'm pretty fucking weird. But I use to use this canon point and shoot camera, I would make videos about exciting shit that happened at school and post them and send them to her. I've since deleted most of those videos because people at school would be …

Update 10.1.2017

The first post for October! Wow, honestly this year has gone by really fast. I'm finding myself reflecting on a lot of what I've learned this year and if I started/ completed any of my New Years resolutions. I haven't completed most of them but honestly, do you really need a new year just to get yourself to do something beneficial in your life? So these are the 24 things that I've learned this year.'I love you' is not something to throw around to random peopleSpend time with your familyIf he walks away, you need to walk away tooAlways love yourselfYou will find loveYou will make more moneyFocus on yourselfCut out negative peopleIts okay to not be 'Okay'Talk about your feelingsDon't hold anything backDon't be the person saying 'I wish I did...' be the person that says 'Yeah, I did that.'Connect with nature moreIt's okay to not give a fuckLive within your means and not beyond itFriends that are successful help you want to be…

Update 9.15.17

Alright, I just want to go over my last post since it left a lot of people shook. I'll first go over some common questions that I was getting asked then we'll review together why I'm writing this blog.

  Frist question: 'Are you okay?' or 'Hey, how are you?' I'm fine... Okay I guess, sometimes. Right now 9.15.17 I'm feeling a little stressed, but overall fine. When you're talking to a depressed person texting them for one day doesn't really... hmm how should I say, reassuring them that they have a support system. When I was getting all these text messages that's when I knew that these people had read my blog. I had a feeling that had I not wrote what I was feeling no one would... have listened? I mean I'm glad I wrote it, I'm not ashamed of it. This topic is something that isn't talked about that often and I feel like it should be.

  Second question: 'Are you being serious?' or 'This is just a cry for attention.…

Update 9.6.17

I didn't know what to talk about since I haven't been doing much to update you. But I think I might have something to talk about now. Betrayal. Hurt. Anger. Trust issues.

  Some pretty heavy stuff right? Yeah I know, but with some recent shitty "events" as we'll refer to them have happened. Events that I'm not okay with. So as we all know or maybe have figured, I have trust issues. This was and has been caused from moving a lot as a child, knowing my real dad didn't want me and of course the Cherry of it all, heart break.

  With the moving I don't blame my parents for that, we had to move. But not having the same friends all the time was pretty shitty and going into middle school or high school where everyone knew each other where I had to start from scratch sucked. But I'm over it and I've learned how to make friends. But now as I get older I try not to get close to anyone in fear that I'll move or they'll move away. I like keeping…

Update 8.27.17

So I've been getting a lot of questions as to how I take care of my hair and what makeup products that I use. Honestly I never really thought of my blog turning into the direction of this becoming into just a beauty blog. I mean of course I'm going to answer the questions you have regarding what I use, I just never figured anyone would be remotely interested. 
  Well, where to begin... I guess we can start with hair since that shouldn't take too long. Or at least I hope it won't.
  So I use several different products now that my hair is blonde, and I'm thinking about possibly going lighter. I try to use as many hydrating products as well as items that are going to help keep my blonde hair looking fresh and not looking brassy. When I did get my hair dyed the first time going blonde it was more of a caramel warm blonde and when I went in for a second session we kept it kind of in that same caramel tone. I use a combination of products to keep my hair at its healthi…

Update 8.22.17

So I'm starting to see a lot more readers here on my blog, which is weird because I never figured my life to be interesting. I've gotten a lot of messages on my IG to do a Q&A or I guess do the "Get to know me tag." So we'll just jump right into it! Name: Chanel Nickname: Bunny Age: 24 Zodiac: Aquarius  BirthMonth: January Ethnicity: Filipino and White Favouritecolor: Blue FavouriteFruit: Peaches! FavouriteSeason: Fall  Favourite TV show: I really love The Office and I always refer to it in everyday life. I also like Parks and Rec and Community What TV show would you recommend to everyone to watch: The Office, Parks and Rec and Community FavouriteBooks: This one is kind of hard for me to pick, buutttt all of the Harry Potter books, To all the Boys I've loved before (books 1-3), Fruits Basket manga but I didn't like how it ended, and Kitchen Princess manga FavouriteFlowers: I really love Dahlia's I specifically like the peach or pink/white colored ones Favour…