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Update 5.25.17

Where to start, where to start....

 Well, let's start off with hi, its been a while. Everything in my life so far has been slowly getting better. A couple of negative aspects still happened in my life like my best friend moving to a different state and a guy I though who really liked me just as much as I liked him broke my heart.

 Now, this isn't going to be a post about my heart break because honestly the way he was, was just way to confusing that I get headaches from talking about it. I really felt like we had a good connection but I guess that wasn't even enough.

 Anyways, I'm getting caught up on my bills. Need to pay my car insurance and car payment soon. I have to get new tires so I'm going to be set back on money for a little bit. But that's okay, my money is going to my bills and that's what should matter most.

 I haven't been going to the gym as often as I should but today my sister and I spent like two almost three hours. I don't really have a workout routine but I'm trying to focus on getting a flatter stomach, stronger muscles and basically trying to feel healthy.

 I thought this was going to be longer but I don't really have anything else to update.

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